Lester J Allen – 30 Pills chords

         CMy shaky hands
              EmThey hide the light
     FThat clambers through my curtains 
        FmTo seek out my wincing eyes

             CI place both feet
            EmFlat on the floor
   FIm dragging up my body
        FmLike a corpse up from the morgue

Am               CTodays the day I die
Am               CTodays the day I die
Am               C Todays the day I die
               G (or G7)with you on my mind

       CNow im out
          EmRum by my side 
         FGot two bottles full of darkness
                Fmthey quench my eyesight but they make me blind

          Ci got 30 pills
            Emstuck to my hand 
          Fthere's a message form the sea it pleads
   FmI "give up in this sand"

Am               CTodays the day I die
Am               CTodays the day I die
Am               C Todays the day I die
               G (or G7)with you on my mind

     Am so I guzzle down the capsules
               Cthey taste so sweet they taste so raw
         Emiv never felt like this before
           Gdon’t wana feel it any more 

       Amand I climb into the sea 
             Cthe freezing tides come after me 
        Emposiden smells my fear 
                            Gdraws me close he knows the end is near

Am                   Cjust then I see two lights
Am                   Cjust then I see two lights
Am                    Cjust then I see two lights
       G (G7)on the shore 

         Am it's an ambulance and it's calling out 
   Cto save my sorry bones
       EmI see orions shiny stones 
                 GAgainst dark rum sky 

      AmAnd I wake up on a life support 
   CMy family by my side 
         EmI see my mothers falling eyes 
                 GAnd I scream “so sorry”

Am              CTodays a day of life
Am              CTodays a day of life
Am              CTodays a day of life
       GIll be alright

   AmIm sorry
          C to be the guy
             Em Who tried to leave you on your own 
              GIn a world that's all full of goodbyes

         Am Its just things clamber
                Conto my weighty heart
      EmAnd I don’t know how to try 
    G                                 Fbut god knows that I will start . . . too