Julien Baker – Appointments chords

[Verse 1]
C                     FI'm staying in tonight
                             AmI won't stop you from leaving
                             F            CI know that I'm not what you wanted, am I?
                                FWanted someone who I used to be like
                            AmNow you think I'm not trying
                                   F            CBut don't argue, its not worth the effort to lie
                           FYou don't wanna bring it up
                           AmAnd I already know how it looks
                                          F             CYou don't have to remind me so much how I disappoint you

[Verse 2]
                                    FSo trust that I talked to somebody again
                                        AmThat knows how to help me get better, until then
                                 F                 CI should just try not to miss anymore appointments
   F  AM   FOooo     Oooo

[Verse 3]
C                      FI think if I ruin this, that I know I can live with it
AmNothing turns out like I pictured it
          F                                     CMaybe the emptiness is just a lesson in canvases
                        FI think if I fail again, that I know you're still listening
Am                                          FMaybe it's all gonna turn out alright and I know that it's not
                               CBut I have to believe that it is

[Bridge]
                          FI have to believe that it is
                          AmI have to believe that it is
N.C.(I have to believe it, I have to believe it.)
(And I know that it's not gonna turn out alright.)
                            FI have to believe that it is

Probably not but I have to believe that it is.

[Verse 4]
C                           FAnd when I tell you that it hurts, how it's far from my benefit
Am                                          FMaybe it's all gonna turn out alright, oh I know that it's not
                              CBut I have to believe that it is